I’m an introvert but I get what you’re saying. I believe the problem is that you’re putting a square peg in a round hole. From where you’re standing the view has narrowed permanently. So you need to move to a new space. It’s uncomfortable and scary but has endless possibilities.

Life is about reincarnation. We consistently and regular change who we are and the only way to grow is to embrace your new self with all its changes.

I’m preaching to myself.